*nods* As one of my better therapists pointed out, when you've paid for something, it's yours; might as well use it. Even if you'd really, really, really have preferred never to have been in a position to get it.
And the brain itself can be so damn conservative! Even when the "motor" is repaired and you've gotten yourself some "gas", trying to put it in gear hits the big red button marked "last time this happened the whole system fried, do not respond".
One of the reasons I want so much to claw that harpy's face off is that she was /able/ to get off the medication merry-go-round and then has the unmitigated brass ass to stand there tsking at those of us who /can't/ despite the fact that every damn one of us would really, really like to! *starts frothing at the mouth and goes away to calm down; again*
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Date: 13 Jun 2010 11:25 pm (UTC)And the brain itself can be so damn conservative! Even when the "motor" is repaired and you've gotten yourself some "gas", trying to put it in gear hits the big red button marked "last time this happened the whole system fried, do not respond".
One of the reasons I want so much to claw that harpy's face off is that she was /able/ to get off the medication merry-go-round and then has the unmitigated brass ass to stand there tsking at those of us who /can't/ despite the fact that every damn one of us would really, really like to! *starts frothing at the mouth and goes away to calm down; again*